So here I reached my palace now… Time being 10.00 PM… I hardly remember what happened this morning, as by the time I realize that I have woken up I find myself in office… sitting and yawning in front of my computer…
Though I wake up every morning at 7 30, either responding to my mobile alarm or responding to my phone call from JP Nagar…(The only thing I love about my mornings), Major part of my morning goes in exercising (Don’t take it so seriously… Just for name sake), finishing all morning works, getting ready to office, Going to bus stop… Catching my office transport bus… Waiting desperately for the JP Nagar Stop and again encountering with that beautiful smile that can rise a thousand colors around me in seconds at that particular moment … Then time runs more faster than our bus… and I find myself again in the same office.. Same desk.. surrounded by same set of people…
I don’t tell its boring… But I have to be frank enough that there is nothing in that place that excites me other than being with her… I love my work, and I love my life being with the soul mate of mine… and nothing else is there to love about.
Frustration increasing everyday thinking about my life… It’s been long time that I had a free time enjoying without any tension bothering me… I believe that even I’ll have my own time to show the world what I am, but just afraid that should not be too far from here… a good job and good money seems to get inversely proportional for me day by day…
Today when I left from office with Kush, my friend in his bike… never thought it would take me so long to reach home… the traffic in Hosur road is getting more and more pathetic day by day! When I was riding bike trough that traffic putting all the efforts to reach home fast was going in vein, and my thoughts were telling me the more I am trying to pass this phase of life, the more its getting slower and complicated.. Its like even though I am driving properly, Others driving making me insane and irritated which can be applied directly to my phase of life. Only a perfect companion can reduce the pain and I thank God for giving me the companion…
I know one or other day I live life as I wanted always t be, with the person I strongly love and strongly believe in… At least this hope makes me to be calm sometimes…
I don’t know why I am writing this, but its making me feel bit good.. if its making you feel not so good then I am sorry… just keep supporting me always…
Love u all…. And… remember…
Life is a gift… Our life is not owned by us… Just we need to live it completely… giving respect for the life we have…!
Hope u understood this… If not… Please don’t ask me…
Love….
Alan S. Castelino…
Yes I do understand…as u keep telling me this whenever i get upset n frustated about my life…
this is the first time u have mentioned about me in your blog…n…i m just overwhelmed and wanna say thank you for coming in my life n making me part of your life…
Never stop writing your blog cos its the place you be completly yourself…n dont let this world n worldly things take you away from your dreams n passion…cos when you follow your passion it creats the path to your happiness…and at the end of the day that is all wht matters.
Love you n will keep loving you….